SO, i know it's late... but i just found something and i

wanna share.

thats my daddy :) i haven't seen him in a really long time and i just wanna say

that i miss him and i wish i had more time with him ♥ one day i'm gonna track him down and see whassup ;)

My brother is adorable and i love how much i look like my mom

guess what everyone!!
Jessica Faye Bergmann (yes, i just referred to myself in the third person)
is now on twitter!!!!
follow me o.O
http://twitter.com/#!/jessicafaye5353

yes, this makes me a total hypocrite because I'm one of those people who constantly bashes on twitter users, but I'm a born again person when it comes to social networking, so i might as well give it a shot :D



Anywho, i haven't blogged in a l o n g time, so i guess i should catch everyone up. [everyone being the 2 people who actually read this... everyone being the 0 people who actually care] okay! so it's summer timeeeee! woo! that means being tan NOT wearing bikini's RARELY and not thinking about school PSYCH!
okay, sorry about that downer moment, but in all honesty i've been loving sleeping in and hanging out with friends because that's what summers really all about :)

I suppose, i've been in a bad place mentally and emotionally for the past few days, but i have people to help me through it and to them, i am internally grateful ♥

on a side note: i'm trying to learn guitar! thanks to cameron mitchell for inspiring me, and my friend dylan and my brother for helping me out with this endeavor. <---- love them!!!!

"I sit and i ponder"

WHY SHALL I, THE OWNER OF MY IMAGINATION, CONFINE ITS LIMITS TO THOSE SET BY SOCIETY? ferget it.

too much is going on and i dunno what to do with it all.
some serious change is in need here..

"I was up so high, lookin down at the sky; don't let me fall"

Chemistry:


no. not the extremely difficult chemistry that so many people have a hard time passing in high-school. I'm talking about the chemistry that we share with those around us, as human beings. as entities in this little world that most call Earth.



-It happens to the best of us... where we find ourselves strangely attracted to those who we would never expect to have the least bit of interest in. But you really have to experience it to know what i'm talking about.

SO ANYWAYS,
that was some random shit that i have on my mind - and now it's time to talk about some relevant crap :)
It's almost winter break!!!!!!! seriously, i've never been this stoked in my entire life!!!!!!!! I have so much stuff going on at school, and i'm really excited about a lot of it, and i really wanna post some pictures of my recent works in visual imagery and digital art for you guys -whoever YOU are - to look at and possibly give me feed back on ^_^ PS: THIS YEARS YEARBOOK IS GOING TO BE {AMAZING!!!!} <--- nother random tidbit [: again, i also wanna put up some of the photos that me and Code have been taking just around town and stuff haha memoriesss!!!

hmmm...... i'm supposed to take my license test on the 28th and holyyyyyyy shiznit i'm friggin scared! haha
anywho this has just been way to random and i have to find a thesaurus and finish my essay about MACBETH (duh duhh duhhhh)
LATER GATER♥
NOWWWW

listen to this

NOT OVERRATED

here's what today had in store ^^^^


life............. is .. definitely NOT overrated.
just different.

it's been a while as i'm sure you -whoever YOU are- have noticed. I'm currently into my 13th week of my junior year at harbor highschool, and may i just say that i am not where i thought i would be last year. for one thing, i am currently riding the single train, and its weirdddd! Another thing, i have found my ultimate place in high-school and i have a certain someone to be my partner in crime (you know who you areee) :) For Jason: you are sooooo far away, and i know that things are way different for us, but you haven't lost your place as one of my best friends. you should know that already though. so we're kickin it soon. fashoo. haha!! As for everything else, recently i've just been trying to go with the flow of things, and go wherever the wind takes me. I'm trying SOOO hard to work on my self control in certain aspects of my life, and i think i've been doing a good job lately. ART IS MY LIFE! pretty much* digi art, art 3, visual imagery, and yearbook have been my saviors this year! I swear i'm starting to think and even DREAM only using the art side of my brainn. like, i've literally been using ways to relate photoshop to my life haha


there have been so many new people to meet this year, and a LOT of new places to go :) so here i am in space and time, just seeing where the next car ride in the rabbit will take me.

he's leavin cleavin sheavin. steven.

so, its that time guys. my dearest darlingest highschool sweetheart is movin to that far away land also known as covina. ITS SUMMER! but its hard to be quite as excited as usual because i'm not gonna have that crazy goofball of a boyfriend by my side 24/7 to read my thoughts and be the sweetest thing i've ever experienced. I'm really really really really gonna miss seeing his amazingly adorable face at least 5 times a week. and its kinda sad that people out there may refur to this post as a "gooey yuck fest" because i'm baring my heart and soul here!! JASON RODRIGUEZ. you are my one and only and sometimes you're all i need to feel semi relaxed, like my life may actually be heading somewhere. what you wrote in my yearbook was so unbelievably uplifting that i have no choice but to believe that this whole long distance thing is gonna be a piece of cake for us. JASON. when you meet your new people: don't judge them right away, look for the best in people and they will be a lot more fun to hang around! be yourself, and there is no possible way that they won't love you as much as all of us did. (especially moi) Go ahead and keep your "swag" on at a comfortably high level, but if any of em get to confident in attaining you i'm afraid either you or i will have to SHUT THEM DOWN BITCHESS!! haha jk... but seriously. go crazy with making friends, but don't try and attract them by doing something outrageous. ie: dressing up in women's clothing. telling people you're gay. strieking. acting like my brother haha.<--- idk. Anyways, i guess this is definately going to be a new chapter in your life, and it feels weird that i'm not going to be on every page of that chapter from here on out. but let me tell you my love.. i think about you day in and day out as the one guy that i can't wait to hear from. i love it when people mention your name in conversation because hearing your name makes me giddy. your hugs are the most stress relieving things that i have ever come into contact with. i need to thank you for letting me cry on your shoulder and not judging me for it. Thank you for basically making me feel like i matter a very whole lot to you because you matter a very very whole lot to me.

ENJOY LIVING WITHOUT YOUR EVIL GRANDMOTHERRRR!!!!!
i love you babe. <3

what do you think?

tell me tell me tell meee
this is just a sketch of something similar to what i've been thinking about painting