another sunny day
in californ-i-a. i'm sure back home they'd love to see it. but they don't know that what you love is ripped away before you get a chance to feel it. back home by yellowcard.
so i've been up for a while now.. its the first day of spring break that i've spent on my own so far.. i decided to stay in bed until 2 and read catcher in the rye. it's too bad for me that the book has been a total damper on my attitude. sure it's a good book, but it's more than a little depressing. since getting up i've managed to
1. make a grilled cheese.
2. go on the computer. go on facebook.
3. go outside and play with a ball (don't laugh)
4. come back inside and wander around aimlessly
5. go on the computer. go on youtube.
6. go back outside with my ball.
7. decide to blog about it.
gahhh seriously?? human contact seems so necessary at moments like this. its like without people to talk to and be with, you feel as if your existence is meaningless, and nothing seems real anymore. even my identity seems to be fadinggg
this is unusual for me especially because i'm usually an up beat person haha
on the plus side, jason isn't moving in two weeks like i suspected he would be. i guess he changed his mind about escaping the evil clutches of his grandmother. i'm in love with him. People have their doubts about us because we're young but everyone has their own opinion i suppose (:hmm.. i wanna put up a picture of us just because everyone out their should know how awesome we are. bleh. hope my day gets more interesting